An invitation to spill all the tea. Unfiltered.

TMI?

Details, details!

Have you ever been in a conversation with someone, said something and then gotten “TMI” (too much information) as a response? It’s a cringeworthy moment for you both; you probably feel genuinely embarrassed for apparently oversharing. 

Or maybe you’ve been on the giving end of TMI. You genuinely didn’t want to know that much, you felt like these are things someone ought to keep to themselves or tell someone they have a deeper relationship with. Moments like these remind us and make us accustomed to a need to filter ourselves according to who we are talking to.

Because of this, different people in our lives know different versions of us, and no one ever really knows another person fully. Everyone needs that one confidant that they can bare all to. I always find it fascinating when movie scenes portray someone talking to a therapist and still holding back the details. So, even the therapist isn’t the ‘bare-all’ person? Then who is? Because here’s the thing, whatever feedback you receive (advice, dialogue, or any other conversational input) from a filtered conversation might end up really not being useful to you when you factor in the details you held back.

Amazingly, God is an exact opposite of us in this matter. God is a “person” of details. Intricate details. But because of how we’ve been programmed down here, we tend to pray filtered prayers. We leave out titbits, chunks, and sometimes, even the whole story.

The encounter that Job has with God in Job 38 is really interesting in what it gives us a peak at. While Genesis gives us an overview of creation, the book Job really shows us the ‘down-to-the-detail’ nature of God.

Here’s a snippet:

Job 38:19–20,

“Have you given the horse its strength or clothed its neck with a flowing mane? Did you give it the ability to leap like a locust? Its majestic snorting is terrifying!”

Matthew 10:30–31: So don’t worry. For your Father cares deeply about even the smallest detail of your life (TPT) …He pays even greater attention to you, down to the last detail — even numbering the hairs on your head! (MSG)

Philippians 4:6: … Tell him every detail of your life. (TPT)

God, I trust You

For some time now, "God, I trust You" has been the theme of the season and on the back of this is an invitation to lose the filters and bare all to Him. To trust Him with the most vulnerable parts of us. He loves You, will you let Him in?

He pays even greater attention to you, down to the last detail — even numbering the hairs on your head!

Dehydration is the beginning of death💦

I’ve historically been terrible at drinking water. Recently, as I was sitting, enjoying the cool breeze on a favourably conditioned day, I felt a nudge to hydrate – I actually hadn’t had any water and it was already 2pm. It dawned on me that on a cool day I don’t get very thirsty, let alone even think of drinking water. And immediately I thought: Cool days have a way of deceiving me into thinking I don’t need water, but the dehydration inevitably catches up, either after a few days of this poor drinking or when the temperature suddenly goes up 10° overnight.

If you are as terrible as I am, you’ve probably chugged down loads of water just before bed on day 3 or so of poor drinking. Despite this scurrying effort, you’ve still gone to sleep feeling parched because you’ve taken as much as you can in that moment but it still isn’t enough to make up for consecutive days of dehydration. The next day the weather is pretty cool and, well, you don’t wake up feeling as parched as you did when you slept (the grace of a new day); then you slip back into the poor hydration habit. 

Now, on a hot day the body not only demands water but loses it too so it’s not waiting for day 3 to protest against these poor habits. This weather necessitates on the go, and cannot wait for “later” replenishment. If you’ve been drinking well you’ll be quite alright on a hot day. The demand for higher water intake won’t be an uphill battle for you – you’ve been training yourself and building the capacity for it. But if you’ve been like me, no amount of water you drink on that day will prevent the symptoms of dehydration. You’re simply ill-prepared to deal with “weather breakdowns”.

 

Read all the above again and substitute water with the Word as we relate all this back to our spiritual lives. Good times can deceive us into thinking we don’t need God. But waiting for a scorching day to connect with God (through the Word and prayer) can leave us feeling the symptoms of “dehydration” on a difficult day. Prolonged dehydration, coupled with consecutive trials will be the beginning of death. Connecting with God on a cool day is setting yourself up for success, creating a water reserve – a spiritual foundation – that will ensure that when that heat wave comes you have the tenacity for it. Because it will come.  

When (not if) you come against hard times you won’t need to try to chug down the whole Bible in the midst of a struggle if you’ve been replenishing throughout the day, everyday. I encourage both you and I, may we stay hydrated both physically and spiritually. Hydration affords us a patience during heat waves that dehydration wouldn’t. May we be: 

…like trees planted along the riverbank,

bearing fruit each season.

[Whose] leaves never wither,

and prosper in all [we] do. ~Psalms 1:3 paraphrased

I pray that [through a relationship with Him] we will be

continually strengthened with all 

the power that comes from his 

glorious might; so that we will be able to persevere and be patient in

any situation, joyfully… ~ Colossians 1:11 paraphrased

 

I mentioned the grace of a new day, does the Word not say:  The steadfast love of the LORD never ceases;

his mercies never come to an end;

they are new every morning…

~ Lamentations 3:22-23

So when you’re facing a struggle and it seems to have let up after a good night’s sleep, this isn’t a sign to relax and forget about the need to hydrate. Instead, this outpouring of God’s mercy should induce a deep desire and desperation to abide in Him. So again, I pray that [through a relationship with Him] we will be:

continually strengthened with all 

the power that comes from his 

glorious might; so that we will be able to persevere and be patient in

any situation, joyfully… ~ Colossians 1:11 paraphrased

BLESSED TO BE A BLESSING…

We often see the signs of “dehydration” in fellow believers. Today I encourage you to be a blessing to them; without judgement, pray the same prayers above (and more) for them. Often we call out and comment on the beginning of death when we see it in others but today, despite what you see, would you speak life?

Nurturing as I am being nurtured,

Thank you for joining me and reading, I hope this has spurred you to explore the Scripture cited in this post further and grow in your knowledge of God.

There's so much I don't know -  but this I do: God loves you, and extravagantly so. Growth is slow. That's okay. Be content with the revelation that comes gradually. Say, "My soul, never be offended by the Bible." And when you come to the hard, uncomfortable, unsettling parts, just echo, "My soul, never be offended by the Bible."

Little by little, you'll know more and more. More of the extravagant, unshakeable, relentless, and unstoppable love that Jesus lavishes upon you. And more will start to make sense.

 On the other side of your choice, is a God who responds to your open heart.

Guidelines for a King 👑👑

He must always keep that copy with him and read it daily as long as he lives. That way he will learn to fear [and worship] the Lord his God by obeying (keeping foremost in his thoughts and actively doing) all the terms of these instructions and decrees.

This regular reading will prevent him from becoming proud and acting as if he is above his fellow citizens [by a false sense of self-importance and self-reliance]. It will also prevent him from turning away from these commands in the smallest way. And it will ensure that he and his descendants will reign for many generations in Israel.

~ Deuteronomy 17: 19 – 20 NLT, AMP ~

Hello fully accepted one, God’s beloved! Hello king! Excuse me for stating the obvious, in Christ, you are a king, and the guidelines are for you.

Guidelines for a King, which starts at verse 14, is a set of instructions God gives the Israelites regarding their future kings. The copy referred to is the scroll of instructions given at that time, but we can apply this to the broader context of the totality of the Word of God.

My highlights in these verses are:

  • Keep a copy of the Word.
  • Read it daily all the days of my life.
  • Obeying involves keeping the Word at the forefront of my thoughts and actively doing it.
  • Daily reading helps me obey God.
  • Daily reading keeps me from becoming self-important and self-reliant.
  • Daily reading keeps me from turning away from God.
  • My daily reading and its fruits has benefits for the future generations in my bloodline.

What have been your key takeaways?

Nurturing as I am being nurtured,

Thank you for joining me and reading, I hope this has spurred you to explore the Scripture cited in this post further and grow in your knowledge of God.

There's so much I don't know -  but this I do: God loves you, and extravagantly so. Growth is slow. That's okay. Be content with the revelation that comes gradually. Say, "My soul, never be offended by the Bible." And when you come to the hard, uncomfortable, unsettling parts, just echo, "My soul, never be offended by the Bible."

Little by little, you'll know more and more. More of the extravagant, unshakeable, relentless, and unstoppable love that Jesus lavishes upon you. And more will start to make sense.

 On the other side of your choice, is a God who responds to your open heart.

Guidelines for a King 👑👑

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Hi, I’m Barabbas

Hi, I'm Barabbas. They released me. And crucified Jesus. In my place.  This is my personal testimony. I was born into a Christian home and attended...

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Hi, What’s your name?

“What is your name?” the man asked.

And [in shock 😨of realisation, whispering] he replied, “Jacob” [supplanter, schemer, tricker, swindler]⚠️😮‍💨!”

Your name will no longer be Jacob,” the man told him.

“From now on you will be called Israel👑…

Genesis 32: 27 – 28 (NLT, AMPC)

{Your name will no longer be condemned. From now on you will be called Beloved, wholly accepted.}

 

Hi there beloved of God! I just wanted to highlight this verse to you and let you know that every label you’ve carried that doesn’t speak of the unlimited and unfailing mercy and kindness of God is not your narrative! You are wholly accepted by God! 

 

Nurturing as I am being nurtured,

Thank you for joining me and reading, I hope this has spurred you to explore the Scripture cited in this post further and grow in your knowledge of God.

There's so much I don't know -  but this I do: God loves you, and extravagantly so. Growth is slow. That's okay. Be content with the revelation that comes gradually. Say, "My soul, never be offended by the Bible." And when you come to the hard, uncomfortable, unsettling parts, just echo, "My soul, never be offended by the Bible."

Little by little, you'll know more and more. More of the extravagant, unshakeable, relentless, and unstoppable love that Jesus lavishes upon you. And more will start to make sense.

 On the other side of your choice, is a God who responds to your open heart.

Hi, I’m Barabbas

Hi, I’m Barabbas. They released me. And crucified Jesus. In my place. 

This is my personal testimony. I was born into a Christian home and attended Sunday services from as early as I can remember. I found the “church” life quite agreeable. My highlight was Sunday School and the plays in which I was always the narrator. I was naturally drawn to looking after children, so I often spent my time during the service tending to babies outside. As I progressed from Sunday School to the Youth ministry, my interest in socialising on Sundays established its prominence over the desire to learn the Word. Moreover, I have continually encountered difficulty in prayer, so it was never an element of my life even when I yearned for it in the slightest. I often attempted to build a Bible reading habit but I couldn’t relate, the language was hard to grasp, and there were simply passages I read that had me shutting my Bible and fleeing in the opposite direction. To be honest, I was unable to perceive the Word as the literal life it is.

Fast forward to my late teens and well into my mid-twenties, I hit rock bottom – multiple times over. I didn’t like myself and the way I’d been living my life. I started to reflect. I realised I’d professed to be a believer of Christ all my life but I neither knew Him, spent time with Him, nor did my lifestyle emulate Him. I wanted my life to be rooted in Christ so I decided to start taking more intentional steps to have a personal relationship with God. It led me to making the commitment to read my Bible every single day of 2019 without fail. I invited others to join me on this #365Bible quest and we’ve been on this endeavour since . After all, when you commit to such a thing you can never do so with an intention to revert to the old, it becomes an ongoing transformation of your lifestyle.

It’s been a journey, I’ve had to continuously recommit to this call. There’s a transformation of mind, heart, and spirit unfolding that goes beyond perusing the Bible everyday and skipping less days – that is just a part of the initial commitment. I know no engagement with God is wasted so while I still have a lot of “missing pieces” I continue to endeavour to always be wholehearted in my seeking.

I admit that I haven’t yet acquired the absolute fullness that I’m pursuing, but I run with passion into his abundance so that I may reach the purpose for which Christ Jesus laid hold of me to make me his own. Philippians 3:12 TPT

So as I pondered on why my self-loathing led me to Jesus, this is what I found: believing in and following Jesus hasn’t been something that has held me back from ‘living my best life’, putting unreasonable restrictions on me. I don’t feel that any sort of freedom was taken away from me. Without God I would be a destroyer, a thief, a liar 🤥, a deceiver, a back-stabber, a self-loather, a deeply depressed selfish person, and so much more. I know this side of me without Jesus, Christians and non-Christians alike wouldn’t want to be around that.

It’s not so much about the activities I do or don’t do, the places I go or don’t go, but more about my inner being, my core self. I desperately need Him. I’m not enough unless He comes. I am nothing without Him. 

The only power that has been convicting and convincing enough to transform me has been His love, His lighter burden, and His forgiveness. Nothing else. I was so wretched and knowing that there is One who could wipe the slate clean for me and forgive all my hidden unforgiveables saved my life. Where would I have dropped all my baggage and been given the chance to walk away like it didn’t exist if He didn’t exist? My former state of wretchedness was such that, without Jesus, I was my own worst enemy!  

And I know people in the world who are amazing, kind, and beautiful – I just wouldn’t be one of them! 

Psalm 119:59. paraphrased.. I observed my ways, considered my conduct, pondered the direction of my life; [and I found them wretched] so I turned, directed my feet back to God’s written instructions, testimonies, ways, laws, decrees. 

So, for me following Jesus isn’t about rules, but about the love, hope, comfort, joy, guidance, security, protection, empathy, forgiveness, friendship, mercy, compassion, and so much more that I receive.

I don’t want to do this life alone and it my greatest relief that there is Someone who created all, knows all, and sees all and guides me through it. It is the love literally poured out of Him and into my heart; my heart tells me His true and He exists. My spirit is His.

My conclusion: “Believing in and following Jesus is my best life” and I am here to nurture others as I am being nurtured by the Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ.

Nurturing as I am being nurtured…

If any part of my personal testimony resonated with you, I hope you’ll come alongside me and  we’ll find our missing pieces together in Christ. I pray that you’ll become continuously and continually Worded, experiencing the fullness of His salvation

PS: You don’t have to start at the top of the year with a commitment such as #365 commitment. Whenever you find yourself here and desire for more in God is the right time to start trying to build the Bible-reading habit. #365 is simply a form of commitment to God and God is always waiting for you to come, whether it’s the 1st of January or the 1st of October. Come.

Regardless of your current season and maturity in Christ, don’t be discouraged by the missing pieces – many as they may be. God knows exactly what you need and when you need it, so trust that as you wholeheartedly and diligently seek Him, He is revealing and equipping you with all you need at just the right moment, in the right dosage.

Nurturing as I am being nurtured,

Thank you for joining me and reading, I hope this has spurred you to explore the Scripture cited in this post further and grow in your knowledge of God.

There's so much I don't know -  but this I do: God loves you, and extravagantly so. Growth is slow. That's okay. Be content with the revelation that comes gradually. Say, "My soul, never be offended by the Bible." And when you come to the hard, uncomfortable, unsettling parts, just echo, "My soul, never be offended by the Bible."

Little by little, you'll know more and more. More of the extravagant, unshakeable, relentless, and unstoppable love that Jesus lavishes upon you. And more will start to make sense.

 On the other side of your choice, is a God who responds to your open heart.

Easy Peasy, Lemon Squeezy 🍋🍋🍋

Psalms 25:8a

How good you are to me! When people turn to you, Yahweh, they discover how easy You are to please – so faithful and true!..

The Passion Translation Bible version (TPT)

Hello there, you who keeps focus on Jesus, the initiator and perfecter of our faith. Greetings to you whose life is hidden in Christ, you who fills your life with God before anything or anyone else. And hey you who is empowered and set free by the Word and not condemned by it.

 

Sometimes Christianity feels hard, having a relationship with God and letting go of our
old ways seems hard. It’s easy to believe that God is hard to please, His requirements
of us are too hard to follow, and we just can’t do it. I was feeling exactly that way, until I
read this verse; it felt like an age-old myth was debunked instantly. I started to say to
myself, “He is easy to please, and I am able, through the Holy Spirit, to please Him!”

Psalms 25:8b

Joyfully You Teach Them The Proper Path, Even When They Go Astray.

The Passion Translation Bible Version (TPT)

One thing I have had to debunk for myself often is that it may seem like God sets all
these expectations, says, “Here you go! I’ll see you at the finish line!” and then leaves us
with this impossible task to figure it out on our own and only get to see Him if we make
it on the other side; but that is contrary to everything the Word reveals to us. We may
feel that way but here the psalmist says God joyfully teaches us. And it’s not like He
joyfully teaches us then deserts us when we go astray, He is always there where we are,
patient and ready to show us when we turn to Him.

Our part is turning to Him, so we can discover that He is easy to please and He can
show us the right path. You could be wondering, “How do I turn to God?” The first
gesture of turning to God starts here, by asking Him to show you the practical steps
you need to take and the transformation of heart and mind that is necessary for this
turning. Remember he is faithful and no prayer (prayed according to His will) is wasted.

Prayer

Lord Jesus, thank you for the salvation of my soul.

As I turn to you today through this prayer, may the posture of my heart match the prayer of my lips.

Reveal what it means to turn to You and help me do it.

Turn my hearts and its affections toward you Oh God and may I discover, as Your Word has promised, that You are indeed easy to please.

Reveal what Help me see how true and faithful You are.

Help my thoughts to align to Your Word, replace every thought that is contrary to these verses with the Truth.

Thank You that you that You joyfully teach me, and that You are easy to please.

Thank You that your commands are not at all burdensome.

May I always have a heart that is receptive and keen to hear You. In Jesus Christ’s name, Amen.

Declarations

  1. He is easy to please, and I am able, through the Holy Spirit, to please Him.
  2. God joyfully teaches me the proper path, even when I go astray, and His commands are not burdensome to me.

Blessed to be a blessing, select at least one person you know and pray the same prayer for them.

 

Nurturing as I being nurtured,

Thank you for joining me and reading, I hope this has spurred you to explore the Scripture cited in this post further and grow in your knowledge of God.

There’s so much I don’t know –  but this I do: God loves you, and extravagantly so. Growth is slow. That’s okay. Be content with the revelation that comes gradually. Say, “My soul, never be offended by the Bible.” And when you come to the hard, uncomfortable, unsettling parts, just echo, “My soul, never be offended by the Bible.”

Little by little, you’ll know more and more. More of the extravagant, unshakeable, relentless, and unstoppable love that Jesus lavishes upon you. And more will start to make sense.

 On the other side of your choice, is a God who responds to your open heart.